My blog is an year old!
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I have met amazing people in my life
People with great stories to share;
People with no anecdotes, just questions to ask
People who have seen war;
People who have felt pain
People who have known true love;
People who have been scorned
People with a dark sense of humor;
People with no sense of humor at all
People who have attained wisdom;
People who are still learning
People of all sorts!
But I met someone so different recently,
I met me.
I have so many amazing experiences to share
And yet so many unanswered questions to ask
I have witnessed a war of emotions in my head
And touched pain with bare hands
I have fallen in love
And gotten my heart shattered
I make snarky comments all the time
And yet can not take a joke on most days
I have finally found the true essence of life
And I still don’t know the purpose of it all.
I have met amazing people in my life,
But I have finally met me!
I have my mother’s nose;
But they say my feet are as broad as my late dadu’s
I have spent hours looking at myself in the mirror;
Trying to find a reflection of my father, somewhere
But then I noticed my voice rises just like his when I am annoyed or angry or ecstatic
My first grade English teacher used to write her f’s and l’s in cursive;
So do I, unconsciously
I keep asking- “Does that make sense?” after everything I saw;
Just like my Psychology teacher does
This girl in my school once yelled in a crowded corridor if someone had a pad when I was 11;
I carry an extra ever since and have never hushed that word like I was expected to
I keep telling myself Jane Austen wrote- “I could easily forgive his pride, if he had not mortified mine” for me and only me;
And I carry around Gulzar’s “तू किसी रेल सी गुज़रती है, मैं किसी पुल सा थरथराता हूँ” in my heart
I am shades of all these people;
And yet a completely unique colour in myself.
You see,
I have met amazing people in my life
And in meeting them, I have finally met me.
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